Irresponsibility = Inconvenience D={

I'm not really mad or angry. I'm just totally toooooo pissed off that I wanted to cry. You know why? Of course, you don't.  I tried to be responsible for my things, for myself and I'm quite generous enough to lent things to my classmates. And I guess I'm quite stupid (STUPID enough, I'd say) since I'm one of those miserable creatures that can't say "no" eventhough I wanted to. (Sigh, where did I get this attitude from?) I lent my things to people without them returning it back. Rare case, they'll give it back but it's not presentable or should I say, it can't be used anymore. Sometimes, it goes like this: I would ask for my ballpen they'll say "I've returned it already" blah blah something like that or "Sorry, I forgot". Some case goes like this "I lost it, I'll buy a new one for you" which I highly doubt that they'll really buy me a new one.

Parasites. How I hate them. Sometimes, I was thinking that these "people" whom I seldom talk to will come and talk to me nicely when they need something from me. I AM SURROUNDED WITH PARASITES! And heck! I TRIED MY BEST NOT TO MOOCH OTHERS! Yet, some people still like to depend on other people (even such simple tasks like going to the comfort room =.=). Always thinking of their convenience, not thinking of other's inconvenience. LEARN TO BE INDEPENDENT ENOUGH! For Jesus' sake~! Urghhh.. It's so depressing that teens nowadays are soooo dependent. I am dependent myself, I know that, but I am responsible enough as a student. I bring glue, scissors, staplers, extra ballpens, scotch tape, ruler, markers, and everything I may need for school so that I won't be going around borrowing. I am not saying that I am ranting because people keep borrowing my things, it's just that, once you borrowed someone don't be too abusive. Do not think selfishly that "this person is a good person, and it's okay if I use a little more of this" or "I'll return this later" because YOUR'E ACTING LIKE A LEECH! Sticking to others just for the sake of your own selfish needs! So depressing and very much insulting to me who is trying her best to be responsible for the things I need. And for your information, though I have complete school supplies I am not rich, so don't push your luck too much.

And now I just lost a clearbook (contents: syllabus, handouts, and other important papers) which costs P265 along with the contents. The me that cries for a lost of a single penny has indirectly lost P2652?!? I think I'll go crazy any minute...

And that ends my rant for this day...