So Today's Color is Turquoise. ♥♥

Even though the title has nothing to do with the content of this blog. =DD. I just wanted to share that "he" is wearing turquoise blue earlier in school (take note turquoise shirt =D).
Anyways, this is my journal for this day.
Our exam for mathematics (MATH110) is in the afternoon. 16:00. And so I had my siesta first before going but because of my noisy father I got up earlier than I am supposed to. I went to the school, forgetting my cellphone and the signature for the Parent's Consent I needed for the org I just joined. That was a messed. When I arrived to school, I went to an internet shop first to ayus-ayos those things needed to pass in that org. After that I entered the University Grounds, (And I saw him in turquoise. =DD) I went to the department of my professor (ijn FILI101 last semester), because he said he has something to give us (;D). And so when I went there I saw prof, talking to some students on his way, I ignored it and went straight to the office to get whatever he left in the pigeon hole. It was a folder, with a message =D (awww), and some handouts that napulot niya daw in some institute blah blah. As I was reading the message and the handouts, a block mate of mine who had her birthday yesterday (by the way, she has a doppelganger =DD), she went there with the same purpose as mine. And so I concluded that they were the students I saw Prof. was talking (My eyesight is not too good, sorry about that =P). And Prof went in and out the CLA building 5 times, starting the time I got inside the school up to the time I got up and went to the examination room =D...

While we were in that kubo, with my friendships, I went to the  Jubilee office to pass those paper that I ayus-ayos before. I messed up because I forgot the copy of my reg form, and to tell you the truth the signature of parent there is a forge sig since it was my friend who signed it instead of my father. =P . And so I went back and passed the papers. And went back. Bought a strange-tasting Gulaman from the Square. Gave it to a friend because it is weird. After some chit-chats, we went our way to the examination room. And since, it is still early, sumama na ako (sorry, my head is not functioning right, can't think of the right words.). And chatted a bit with some of my blockmates, then went on my "own" way (ang dramatic... ).

IDK how this pic is related to this but.. oh well

And so the examination for math is about to begin =.= I saw our bloomin-as-always professor in math. And the room was cold (=DD). And as the proctor, gave us the test papers, I was worrying about the radicals. And the room is cold. I can't hardly wait to finish the exam because like I was saying the ROOM is SO FREAKING COLD! But the exam is harder than I expected. I'm not dumb but I find it hard since at the same time the room is cold. After, I finished answering, I passed it without checking it, if I missed something or not because the ROOM is COLD! 

And so I went home. Thinking about those projects and the turquoise thingy =DD

Hell Day....... goodbye to my happy days.. I'm tired =.=

I was so tired to day since after the examination in FILI102, I asked my professor about the Project we are about to make. And just as I though that "paksa" is not applicable to our project. And so we made a new one once again for that project. So we asked Ma'am again for the new "paksa" and got accepted. Thank goodness. I decided to go to the library because my notes were borrowed by a blockmate. And so as I was on my way to get it, I saw my dearest professor in FILI101 on his way to proctor a class. I was indeed happy in seeing him but he asked if we still have time to stay at school since he has something to give us. A present as he call it. He told me that he'll text me if he's going to give it. So I stayed and waited. Even though I have an appointment that time, since he is my beloved favorite professor. I met Mariella and ate with her, went to JFH, went to Jubillee, got interviewed, went back to JFH, met sir John Lloyd  (prof in ENG101), went back to the library, photocopied our lessons, got a new issue of our university publications, then went back to JFH, saw Maam A (our sub prof back then in FILI101), read articles, then since it was getting late, I  decided to go to my previous school (highschool) to meet some friend because I'll have him to hand the tickets to a grand bazaar to my friends (since it's a waste on those tickets since I can't go). 

I went home tired and sleepy.
In my mind.

1. I had to finish our project.

2. I had to blog

3. I had to tell my other groupmates that we changed our "paksa"
4. I had to tell my professor that I went on my way and didn't wait for him.

5. I had to ready those written works of mine to pass to the commitee

6. I had to study.

7. I had to do all of those things.

And so. I died

No Permit, No EXAM!

I just learned that I still don't have the permit for tomorrow's exam! Damn Permit. And so I need to go and wake up early for that DAMN permit. I don't like waking up really early because like I said I am pretty lazy.
Why the hell do people need a freaking permit to take an exam, when you paid the tuition isn't that enough? Why do you need to fall in line again in such long line just to get a single piece of paper?

I don't get the point why. Why! WHY! WAAAAAY! =.=

Anyways, I've somewhat completed studying the exam for tomorrow and my classmates were pm-ing me everyday for the PowerPoint in FILI102: Problematisasyon. Ang Laking Problema nga =DD. I don't have to worry about it because I have noted though. I'm not lazy not to take down notes since I know that I need to be ready for all occasions like this. That way I don't need to be in a hurry or be in pinch when there's something like this happen. When our professor forgot to give us the ppt. =D.

And so I'll continue my recreation because I'm good and I'm finish =D.

A Bit Eve-ilish of Myself: Eve in the Year 2011 ♪

A Bit Eve-ilish of Myself: Eve in the Year 2011 ♪: My 2011.. I felt that time has been too short for me. Days pass too fast that even a minute seemed precious. Now, I am about to leave the y...

My Homework Requirement in ENG101.
TOOOO Long for someone who doesn't have an internet connection at home. =P

and Exams are here again... [so what I am the Procrastination Princess!]

...ready to torture us for more studying...
It's not that I mind though. I loved studying. I'm not bragging I just loved studying. You know "loved". It's because my lazy nature is overpowering (like some sort of villain: laziness is much more powerful than hard work!) me, that instead of studying, I am procrastinating. I know it is not good but what can I do? I'm too lazy to move. But I do love books, I love to read and write that is one of the reason why I took this course of mine. Maybe I'll do it later.

About my exam, though I'm too lazy to study math. But to tell you something I am pretty good at it. Not that I am bragging. It's just that I'm too easy-going that whatever subject it maybe I could cross over it. Though, I am not good at math when I was still in high school, because of my nervousness and still in my adjusting stage. Anyways, I know I'm not bad at it since I passed high School without studying it =DD

My schedule for my Preliminary Exam.

Both Science in one day. that was hell for others. Me? Well, I don't really care. take things as it comes. I'm that kind of person.

Without exam, I had plenty in hand. I had projects and thesis. LOL. That was a lot of work and I'm quite busy so after this blog, I'll go ahead and study =D.

Ciao!

Real Hostage Witness Experience

I was so happy seeing a real hostage taking in Real Life that I forgot to take a picture of it. But even so I remembered that none of my cameras work now so even though I could I can't =DD
Well, this is some sort of weirdness I developed in my 16 years of existence. I was so excited to blog it and share it to everyone that I looked a real "chismosa" even though my course is supposed to be broadcast journalism (well, it's close enough =DD).  Even though I have no money I rushed into a nearest computer shop just to blog about it, share it on FB and tweet (joke, I don't do twitter these days). It was quite a sight where all the uzi (-sera) gathered in front of the abandoned house in front of our house. There are also policemen, uzis and 3 or 4 cars gathering in that house. Issue: A drunk man was taking his son as a hostage. I don't know why but I find it amusing. I told you I was weird.

Anyways, the kids where so unfortunate about that since the little sister of the boy who was the hostage of his own father was crying nonstop (until now while I'm blogging). And to be honest, I may be scared but my excitement over throw that feeling.

I was thinking that it would be nice if there would be some action, like I could hear a gun shot or some retaliation from the suspect so that it would be really exciting (I'm an idiot). I would be more glad if there was a media coming in our subdivision to broadcast it in TV so I could go and be the "star" witness (weird and stupid of me).

Well, even though I am fascinated instead of getting frightened by the incident, I am not being heartless. I am just a thrill seeker.

For some reasons, let's go to the logical part of myself, I feel quite pissed off with the family. Why the hell did that guy have freaking gun to begin with? Rather than buying liquor and gun, why didn't he thought of buying groceries? (And Eve's economical side is saying something...) And there are so many things to do, is their father insane or something? Yeah, he could be since he is taking his son as hostage =DD. Sigh... Thank goodness my father wasn't like that.

And also awhile before this incident I was talking to my mother without knowing there was a hostage taking occurring outside the house =DD

And that ends my blog about my wonderful experience about this incident =DD

"Ber" Christmas"es"

September: People start to countdown. Some will say "Christmas is getting near" even though it is still 3 months away. People starts to get their Christmas Decorations and etc.

October: the count down continues. People start to worry about the expenses for Christmas. Those "inaanaks" are excited about their "aguinaldo". And the Christmas decorating continues...

November: All Saints Day, though it's still near-Christmas blah blah. Of course, the count down continues. People start going to bazaars, malls to buy gifts since in December, prices will increase. And of course even though it's still mid-November, there will be children that do "carolling".

December: It is really "near"-Christmas. People that buys gifts and goods start to multiply. "Utangs" starts to increase and moochers as well.

Christmas: Damn Children and Adults coming house to house to beg for gifts, candies and money.

Yeah, it is compulsory, but not for kids. They'll gonna say "it's Christmas naman po, please kahit konti lang." Hello~ taghirap tayo. What do you want from me? My Kidney? Also the annoying fact that the kids seem to abuse you when you give them a penny a day. Hell, daig pa namin magulang. Araw-arawin ba naman kami? And also the payabangan culture in the Filipinas, na kahit malubog sa utang e, basta may panghanda sa Pasko. Basta Bida! And so after Christmas, sinong kuwawa? That is why, in Christmas, I don't really mind to sleep na lang. I don't require my family to have a feast or something. A prayer will do. Jesus, the birthday celebrant only needs to be remembered this day, not Santa Claus who give gifts.

Just saying in case you forgot, the birthday celebrant is Jesus Christ and not you. Don't be a moocher and think of praying. Idiots.

Helly Mass to Criminals.

Am I the only one thinking on why do we give a big deal for Filipino criminals executed abroad? If the crime is committed here, do we intervene, say mass, spend a fortune just to save them? This government policy and Pinoy's brand of sympathy confuses me.
And I don't think that the China Government will change it's decision just because of this mass...
Criminal in Abroad: TULONG , Criminal here in the Filipinas: KULONG

That one up there is what I posted in AP Crowd FB Group. This matter on where those criminals get to be prayed to God. Like God knows DURA LEX SED LEX!!  For those who is not familiar with dura lex sed lex, it is a latin term which means "[the] law [is] harsh, but [it is the] law". Those Filipinos knows the consequence of  committing crime in such country but they still continue on doing it. It's like Idiocy on the part of those criminals and Hypocrisy on those Flips joining that Mass.  

I'm not being heartless, I know what it feels to have someone you hold dearly just die but I understand well, that I don't need to be considerate to someone I love if they do something unacceptable. 

src: http://www.philippinenewsdaily.com/2011/12/14137/holy-mass-offered-to-filipino-convict-in-china-death-row.html

moments of yvonnescence...

A Bit Eve-ilish of Myself

click the picure =D

Thankies much! 

Clearing Myself as an Anti-Pinoy.

People will say "TRAITOR!" to AP's like me but just to be clear with those slow zombies, I am not a PINOY but I am indeed a FILIPINO. Can't you see the Red thingy when you type PINOY? Because there's no such nationality such as "PINOY". Don't give me a damn that it's a slang of FILIPINO because even "kinda", a slang is accepted. And don't tell me it's a jeje word because this word exist even before the jejefarters. I, myself is different from people who calls themselves as PINOYS. I love the FILIPINAS , so I am a FILIPINO.

Pinoys are blind, happy people contented with our rotten society. We Filipinos are the true citizens of the Filipinas that are concerned to the truth on what is happening to our country. Pinoys are the masters of the art of Idiocy and Hypocrisy as well as Ignorance while we Filipinos are not the masters but are probably the most intelligent beings ever lived in the Philippines because our eyes are open and our minds are open to all possibilities to make our country better even though we are aware that in the current situation it is in dumps.

Filipinas is what I call to the Pilipinas of the Pinoys. If you could go to Mowelfund Institute and take a look at the old newspapers, Philippines was spelled as Filippines. So don't give a damn on why I call my country Filipinas. 

I am a proud FILIPINO, 

not because of Manny Pacquiao,

not because of Charice Pepenco

not because of the AZKALS,

not because of the Dragon Boat Team,

not because of Shamcey Supsup, 

not because those damn Pinoy Prides as they call it.

Those people are not the representation of the Filipinas itself, they are the representation of a Filipino doing his/her best to excel.
"I am Proud of Manny Pacquiao!" is different from "I am Proud to be Pinoy because of Manny Pacquiao!"

Damn you FlipTards!

Do you yourself progress when those athletes from the Philippines win? 

Do the country decrease the poor people living yet dying in the iskwaters when those beauty queens from the Philippines win?

No, I don't think so..

What do you as a Filipino be proud of?
Those 3M children that are starving?

Those 11M unemployed citizens of the Filipinas?

That "Manila" that can be called as trash city?
Hell Damn.

Start to be proud when our government will show competency.

When our economy shows some progress.

When those rich stops getting richer and the poor can somehow complete their meals for a day.

Don't give me a damn that I'm a traitor.

I am an anti-pinoy.

An Anti-Ignorance.

An anti-FLIP

Don't Flame me because I myself shout I am proud to be a Filipino because I'm proud to be one.

Not because of that damn flip "heroes" that I don't why the hell were they were heroes to begin with..

Bayanihan of the Filipinas is not really Heroism at all!

Finally, a new video of sir Baron. A well-made video as expected showing the idiocy of the Filipinos in "helping" ONE another. =P

Helping, helping its just making Filipinos learn the art of Mooching. Since not all Filipinos are kind enough to stay good enough since they can be selfish and take advantage of that "bayanihan" thingy. And not all Filipinos  agree in helping our lousy government who keeps on being abusive along with the "flips".

As the video was saying, this country would be better if it was a parliamentary system rather than presidential, where all the power is given to a single person. In Parliamentary, worthless and incompetent leaders will be replaced easily. So those sports people and showbiz stars who knows how to act in front of the camera but doesn't know how to act like a leader would never be chosen to rule as a politician. 

Like the Video said, Filipinas as a FIRST WORLD COUNTRY? Why not? But if we stay blind and think that our current system is "perfect", then stay blind, get hungry and die. I don't want myself and my family to be starving, you know. There is nothing in the current administration that is worth praised. What things should they be proud of? The blame-gaming they have now at GMA? 

As for Gloria, though I'm not really fond of her, she's sick already and she's experiencing "karma" already and I don't really care what happens to her what I care now is for the present administration to show that they are doing some work! Ang trabaho ng mambabatas ay magpasa ng batas hindi manguyog ng dating presidente. And also it is not the job of the "vice president" to plead to another's country for the life of a criminal. Morality is morality. They already know the consequence of the act they'll commit, then they want us to pray for them? Pray as you can, as if China is like the Filipino System and will change it's mind. that is what I'm saying if the Filipinas could provide jobs, why wouldn't they? Only rich people get  richer, but the poor people keeps on sinking on quicksand. I'm not saying this because I'm heartless, I know what a person feels to lose a person dear to them but come one, Filipinos are too soft that is why we are taken advantage of all the time. We should  not only think about your fellow citizen but also to the people they had victimized. Don't give me the crap na "tao lang sila", kung sa inyo nila gawin iyan, let's see of you could still shout na tao lang sila. Baka masabi nio Hayop ka or Demonyo! =DD

As for me, correct that DAMN 1987 constitution and correct this DAMN administration along with those DAMN oligarchs. END.

Irresponsibility = Inconvenience D={

I'm not really mad or angry. I'm just totally toooooo pissed off that I wanted to cry. You know why? Of course, you don't.  I tried to be responsible for my things, for myself and I'm quite generous enough to lent things to my classmates. And I guess I'm quite stupid (STUPID enough, I'd say) since I'm one of those miserable creatures that can't say "no" eventhough I wanted to. (Sigh, where did I get this attitude from?) I lent my things to people without them returning it back. Rare case, they'll give it back but it's not presentable or should I say, it can't be used anymore. Sometimes, it goes like this: I would ask for my ballpen they'll say "I've returned it already" blah blah something like that or "Sorry, I forgot". Some case goes like this "I lost it, I'll buy a new one for you" which I highly doubt that they'll really buy me a new one.

Parasites. How I hate them. Sometimes, I was thinking that these "people" whom I seldom talk to will come and talk to me nicely when they need something from me. I AM SURROUNDED WITH PARASITES! And heck! I TRIED MY BEST NOT TO MOOCH OTHERS! Yet, some people still like to depend on other people (even such simple tasks like going to the comfort room =.=). Always thinking of their convenience, not thinking of other's inconvenience. LEARN TO BE INDEPENDENT ENOUGH! For Jesus' sake~! Urghhh.. It's so depressing that teens nowadays are soooo dependent. I am dependent myself, I know that, but I am responsible enough as a student. I bring glue, scissors, staplers, extra ballpens, scotch tape, ruler, markers, and everything I may need for school so that I won't be going around borrowing. I am not saying that I am ranting because people keep borrowing my things, it's just that, once you borrowed someone don't be too abusive. Do not think selfishly that "this person is a good person, and it's okay if I use a little more of this" or "I'll return this later" because YOUR'E ACTING LIKE A LEECH! Sticking to others just for the sake of your own selfish needs! So depressing and very much insulting to me who is trying her best to be responsible for the things I need. And for your information, though I have complete school supplies I am not rich, so don't push your luck too much.

And now I just lost a clearbook (contents: syllabus, handouts, and other important papers) which costs P265 along with the contents. The me that cries for a lost of a single penny has indirectly lost P2652?!? I think I'll go crazy any minute...

And that ends my rant for this day...

RePOST: PINOY JEDI KNIGHT FALLS INTO DARK SIDE: The Conrado De Quiros Story by PMP

I was am avid supporter of Pinoy Monkey Pride (a.k.a Baron Buchokoy) and I am always waiting for his videos to be uploaded in youtube. And for some reasons, this is quite a shock. For such a great writer going down to a great yellowtard, it was such a shame. I'm quite aware that the family of yellow is really powerful  and I know that this retarded family could kill those who defy them. And now the Filipinas is down to dumps, such great media people making the Filipinas a country of fools. I admit I was a fool believing that Filipinas is such a good country being optimistic an all. But I know in myself that in this country something is not right and sometimes I feel ashamed of these kind of acts. I don't know if I could help this rotten society in my own way, but I, myself, could never afford to be ignorant all the time. And that is one of the reasons, that you can't really trust people so easily. because even the people you think that you can trust is betraying you.

Thank you Jedi Knight of Darkness., be the great yellow blessings choke your conscience.

...and my boredom continued...

Today, I tried to read some books but I failed. So I decided to watch some old animes from my collection. I chose a longer series anime. But since I knew already what's going to happen, I was getting bored to death while I was watching. Yesterday, I wrote something about getting bored to Hell. Now, it's death. Damn. Also, I'm starting to go wild because I don't have any money. And I don't have internet connection this day so I need to rent a computer from a computer shop.

While in the computer shop I saw, a couple doing some document in Microsoft word. And it's in Filipino, I've seen they typed "Ng" and "Ni" like this. I was thinking kailan pa naging proper noun ang "ni" at "ng"? But since I don't want them to think that I'm a perfectionist and pakailamera, i just kept quiet. Malay ko ba kung iyon iyung turo sa kanila doon sa organization nila.

I really looked for a picture
that Irie's included.

Anyways, back to the anime series, I was watching Katekyo Hitman Reborn. It wasn't bad. But I still liked One Piece since compare to hitman reborn One Piece has a packed episode. By "packed", I meant that the episode has continuous story line. Hitman Reborn makes the series long by recaps and making all the present characters say the same lines, for example; Tsuna will leave, Kyoko will say "Tsuna-kun", then Haru will say "Tsuna-san", then Gokudera will say "Judaime" and so on. For some reasons, I was thinking without the repeating lines, the anime would be shorter than it was. But even so I still enjoyed this anime. It is one of my favorite and I love Bel =">. I also love  Irie-kun ="> (kyaaaah...~! fan girl scream). Sometimes I'm quite annoyed with the characters, sometimes with Gokudera and Lal (though I like the Lal and Collonello pairing), add Kyoko and Haru, to the annoying party.

I was really thinking that this anime is sort of a sexist. They make girls look whiny and annoying. They should just be in the kitchen and supporting the guys behind the scenes. And since I'm a girl, I hate that. I'm not good at household chores, I admit but I could clean, I could cook rice, fry, and  wash my clothes, but, (patay may "but") I could not wash any larger clothes like jeans and jackets, I also can't do fancy cooking like adobo and sinigang, I also can't iron any clothing (with an excemption of handkerchiefs). I'm so pathetic. That is why I'm not good in house work but (ayan na naman may "but" na naman) I'm good at organizing files even if I'm quite messy. So I'm not made for house work but for organizing duties.

Well since I'm not part of any organization now, I was not a part of any council as well (due to some reasons), and I don't want to go to the committee I joined, for some reasons as well, (one of the reasons is I don't know if I'm still included in that group). I was okay with having no responsibilty, somehow it felt refreshing. Somehow, I missed highschool. I like my classmates back in highschool than my new friends now. Maybe because even though they are annoyed with me, they somewhat accept me for what I am. I think rather than using the term "accept" it's more precise to use the term "used" (lol). And I like the reasoning my classmates back then used back at me when binabara nila ako, rather than sa pagpipilosopo na ginagamit pambara sa akin ngayon. And I missed them, though they could be sarcastic and frank, yet I like their sense of humor better. Though I like college for some reason, rather than staying as a highschool student. I remember back then in our farewell party, I was so sad because I'll missed them (that time people start crying) but I didn't cry because of that because people knew me as a cheerful airhead so mabe it wouldn't suit me if I suddeny cry. In college, it was tough because in my opinion, those people still feel that they are highschoolers, which I'm very much dissapointed since our adviser, Sir Marlon (Sir, thank you, you helped a lot) back then in fourth year always reminded us that college is different and people in college are independent. But I guess if they can read this now, they are going to defend that "no, it's not like that". Well, I'm not refering my block only, I'm referring to all the people I know in college.  And it's not like I don't like my current classmates, to be honest, I love them. "Love" them *smirks*.

And while writing the draft of this blog in notepad and watching anime to keep myself from being bored, I was hearing those damn people outside the house. And I smell cigarrette smoke which I HATED the MOST. I think it's coming from my father's "barkada". "Some consideration!" is what I wanted to yell but then I don't want to argue with my father so I kept quiet.

Sigh... I'm quite a talker so I guess this blog is also quite a read. And so I end my journal of today here.

Boredom to Hell

I was going to reserve this bloggy for 2012 but I was so bored today. And to make matters worse, it was so freaking hot! Like HELL!. Yeah, Hell. I don't know the hell why they keep saying "sa mga single, malamig man ang pasko niyo, huwag kayong mag-alala.." blah blah. As if MALAMIG ang pasko ko e ang INIT nga. And of course I'm not blaming anybody because of the heat I'm experiencing right now. It's just that it's so annoying that I can't even have my siesta because it is so hot. Speaking of HOT, I was checking the news just now and for heaven's sake! It's still Piolo Pascual and KC Concecion Break up! Like I wanna know the reason they broke up. Gee, people stop it, I'm not interested in knowing. I only knew na naging sila dahil sa balita na iyan. I don't like Piolo and KC, pardon but I'm not fond of ABS-CBN stars (with an exception of Sarah Geronimo and Toni Gonzaga who are both from Kapuso), not that I'm more on GMA it's just that I don't like them =P

As a broadcast journalism student, I feel disappointed since the media is releasing worthless news as the headlines rather than putting more important ones. Yeah, worthless. Like having to know a celebrity's break up will help the country grow. What the freaking damn did happened to the both of them that they want to broadcast to the world that they broke up? Ridiculous.

For a change of mood, I don't want to be angry all day since it's already hot, and I'm pissed off so I need to cool down a bit. I opened youtube (there is nothing else to do, I'm bored already and I don't have any money) and of course much to my dismay even though I'm quite aware that that "stupid issue" also invaded YT. Okay, okay, calm down myself. I then clicked one of my subscribed channels that uploaded new videos which are the channels of sir takeru and mr. jboy. Sir Takeru's video is humorous. It was funny when he changed to Super Maid! then he'll say I don't have a budget for it. =DD

For, mr. Jboy's video he tackled about the RH Bill. Well, I am PRO RH so when I heard that jboy's the same I was quite delighted knowing that there are people who knows that RH is to prevent not to abort children, which the Anti's keep saying. My classmates were Anti's and I respect that, but I don't know if they really understand what is the issue all about since when I can't ask someone in the block about current events because they seem to be uninterested in the subject. So I was bored.

I was happy that there are people in the internet that I can talk to with the topics I am interested in. Though in actual, I can't talk to anyone except for Gladys (though I always stay at home so I don't get to meet her much), since my father is a close-minded-media-influenced person, that I don't want to deal with. Well, since I love the blogs AP makes, I admire their reasons, I keep on checking their site, day and night, even if I'll get late for school, since I can't talk to much with those classmates of mine since they keep treating me like an idiot. I know I'm loud but I'm not stupid. Gee, give me a break. With that said, I'm still bored.

But you know what? Being a loner in this hell isn't too bad. Yeah, I am a loner as a person, but I still have my pets with me, so my loneliness decreased, and I'm a quite optimistic. I'm also an optimistic pessimist.

And thanks to my (SLOW) internet connection, I'm now half-bored.

4th Blog?

Yeah, this is my 4th Blog so far. I can't seem to keep on updating my 3rd one and it's gone. Nope, I just don't know where it is. Maybe it was here or maybe it was on Tumblr  or wordpress.. I only got 3 posts on that blog.

This Blog would be a waste if I don't keep updating it. So I guess, maybe I'll use it for 2012. Make it my New Year Journal.

With that said, I'll stop here for now.